There Were Times When I Wished You Were Dead

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Aran,Jin seo

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Aran,Jin seo

Genre(s)

Drama, Fantasy, Magic, Romance

Release

2021

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The Emperor of Croisen hated Empress Yvonne. Enough that he’d wish for her to disappear three times a day.
I don’t like the face of someone who looks just like the Duke of Delois, my enemy, but no matter how much I insulted her, her indifferent and aloof character stayed the same, which made me feel even more terrible.
I didn’t care whether or not she disappears or dies. I was fine with anything as long as I didn’t see her face.
The wish came true.
When he no longer wished for it to happen.

Chapters list

Chapter 134 04/06/2024
Chapter 133 04/06/2024
Chapter 132 03/30/2024
Chapter 131 03/23/2024
Chapter 130 03/21/2024
Chapter 129 01/13/2024
Chapter 128 01/07/2024
Chapter 127 12/30/2023
Chapter 126 12/30/2023
Chapter 125 12/23/2023
Chapter 124 12/23/2023
Chapter 123 12/04/2023
Chapter 122 12/04/2023
Chapter 121 12/04/2023
Chapter 120 12/04/2023
Chapter 119 12/04/2023
Chapter 118 12/04/2023
Chapter 117 12/04/2023
Chapter 116 12/03/2023
Chapter 115 10/21/2023
Chapter 114 10/21/2023
Chapter 113 10/08/2023
Chapter 112 09/30/2023
Chapter 111.5 09/25/2023
Chapter 111 09/23/2023
Chapter 110 09/16/2023
Chapter 109 09/09/2023
Chapter 108 09/02/2023
Chapter 107 08/26/2023
Chapter 106 08/19/2023
Chapter 105 08/14/2023
Chapter 104 08/05/2023
Chapter 103 07/29/2023
Chapter 102 07/22/2023
Chapter 101 07/15/2023
Chapter 100 07/08/2023
Chapter 99 07/01/2023
Chapter 98 06/24/2023
Chapter 97 06/17/2023
Chapter 96 06/10/2023
Chapter 95 06/03/2023
Chapter 94 06/03/2023
Chapter 93 05/27/2023
Chapter 92 05/20/2023
Chapter 91 05/13/2023
Chapter 90 05/06/2023
Chapter 89 05/06/2023
Chapter 88 05/06/2023
Chapter 87 04/15/2023
Chapter 86 04/08/2023
Chapter 85 04/01/2023
Chapter 84 03/25/2023
Chapter 83 03/18/2023
Chapter 82 03/11/2023
Chapter 81 03/04/2023
Chapter 80 02/25/2023
Chapter 79 02/18/2023
Chapter 78 02/11/2023
Chapter 77 02/04/2023
Chapter 76 01/28/2023
Chapter 75 01/21/2023
Chapter 74 01/14/2023
Chapter 73 01/07/2023
Chapter 72 12/31/2022
Chapter 71 12/24/2022
Chapter 70 12/17/2022
Chapter 69 12/10/2022
Chapter 68 12/03/2022
Chapter 67 11/26/2022
Chapter 66 11/19/2022
Chapter 65 11/12/2022
Chapter 64 11/09/2022
Chapter 63 10/29/2022
Chapter 62 10/22/2022
Chapter 61 10/15/2022
Chapter 60 10/08/2022
Chapter 59 10/01/2022
Chapter 58 10/01/2022
Chapter 57 10/01/2022
Chapter 56 10/01/2022
Chapter 55 10/01/2022
Chapter 54 10/01/2022
Chapter 52 09/17/2022
Chapter 51 09/10/2022
Chapter 50 09/03/2022
Chapter 49 08/27/2022
Chapter 48 08/20/2022
Chapter 47 08/13/2022
Chapter 46 08/06/2022
Chapter 45 07/30/2022
Chapter 44 07/23/2022
Chapter 43 07/17/2022
Chapter 42 07/09/2022
Chapter 41 07/02/2022
Chapter 40 06/26/2022
Chapter 39 06/18/2022
Chapter 38 06/12/2022
Chapter 37 06/04/2022
Chapter 36 03/18/2022
Chapter 35 03/03/2022
Chapter 34 02/16/2022
Chapter 33 02/14/2022
Chapter 32 01/31/2022
Chapter 31 01/25/2022
Chapter 30 01/17/2022
Chapter 29 01/15/2022
Chapter 28 01/09/2022
Chapter 27 12/31/2021
Chapter 26 12/26/2021
Chapter 25 12/21/2021
Chapter 24 12/07/2021
Chapter 23 12/03/2021
Chapter 22 12/03/2021
Chapter 21 11/27/2021
Chapter 20 11/26/2021
Chapter 19 11/24/2021
Chapter 18 11/23/2021
Chapter 17 11/21/2021
Chapter 16 11/21/2021
Chapter 15 11/20/2021
Chapter 14 11/20/2021
Chapter 13 11/09/2021
Chapter 12.5 10/31/2021
Chapter 12 10/31/2021
Chapter 11 10/10/2021
Chapter 10 09/25/2021
Chapter 9 09/25/2021
Chapter 8 09/24/2021
Chapter 7 09/24/2021
Chapter 6 09/23/2021
Chapter 5 09/23/2021
Chapter 4 09/02/2021
Chapter 3 08/17/2021
Chapter 2 08/17/2021
Chapter 1 07/29/2021

122 Comments

Omega Dragon

Ok, i skipped these few chapters before ml finally found out the truth… And deym… Dis bitch is actually playing a bigger role in making ml question his sanity… Then the audacity of her not to apologize?!!

03/18/2023 at 12:43 pm

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Omega Dragon

Somehow i can no longer find the spoiler..

03/18/2023 at 11:39 am

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Passerby

What a cliffhanger oh my god

03/25/2023 at 1:30 am

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Passerby

Just die ML

03/25/2023 at 1:30 am

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Rho

Ahhhh I want this to hurry up and end ONLY because I need it to get to the part where Rue is happy. My poor girl.

03/25/2023 at 4:13 am

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Emberlord

???

03/25/2023 at 4:22 am

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Weaxel

Oo god, it’s getting somewhat boringಠ⁠_⁠ʖ⁠ಠ

03/26/2023 at 4:54 am

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Shoujoromancelover

I might sound rude and a hater but, i kinda want rue to die not because i wanted her to be gone but instead to end her misery and pain, i dong want her to suffer anymore??

03/27/2023 at 7:35 pm

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1. Gojo's wife
  
  Same. To be honest, I wanted it from the beginning so that she doesn’t have to suffer
  
  04/05/2023 at 9:00 pm
  
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Haegu lover

End of the day, I don’t blame the ml, initially he was lied to and failing to recognize someone you met as a child is common, yes it’s not Lilians fault but the duke?

03/28/2023 at 2:24 am

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Aomi

Maybe it’s just me, but i think weather condition is related to Empress’s emotion. Or maybe in some ways that represent her darkening heart.

03/29/2023 at 9:52 am

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Aomi

Oh dear, please don’t fall for him

03/29/2023 at 11:53 am

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Aomi

Finally!!!! It was suffocating 10 chapters of stupidity of the male lead. Finally the female lead’s side story!!!!

03/29/2023 at 12:04 pm

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Aomi

Damn… it’s so torturous, if only there is a sign that her mom has pass, her salvation path will show itself right away.

03/29/2023 at 12:26 pm

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Aomi

Don’t fall for the trick!!! Don’t fall for him!!!!

03/29/2023 at 1:45 pm

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Aomi

Bastard….

03/29/2023 at 4:39 pm

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Aomi

Well, she is half right and half wrong. How can she full mouth lecture him about his obsession when She herself leave the battle ground instead of actively oppose Duke Deluah’s influent? She too obsessed over her dead sister.

03/29/2023 at 5:03 pm

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Aomi

Come on, stop sweeting day dream

03/29/2023 at 5:53 pm

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Aomi

She surprisingly quick to catch the wind when it come to other couple.

03/29/2023 at 6:31 pm

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Aomi

Will the magic keep her from telling story too?

03/29/2023 at 6:52 pm

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Aomi

Good good keep up your wit, Rue. That’s the most useful weapon to bring you freedom.

03/29/2023 at 7:06 pm

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Aomi

Well, this is much better

03/30/2023 at 12:58 am

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Aomi

For an intelligent officer, Ashel’s intuition is a phenominal. Ashame no one put much credit in his opinion.

03/30/2023 at 5:36 am

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Aomi

That’s what i’m waiting for!!!!

03/30/2023 at 6:03 am

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Aomi

Push harder, Rue!!!

03/30/2023 at 6:12 am

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Aomi

Now now, let her rest (for enternity). She has been throught a lot because of men like you. Leave her in peace, will you?

03/30/2023 at 6:20 am

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Aomi

Just kill her like she first beg you to. But you selfishly keep her alive.

03/30/2023 at 7:27 am

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Aomi

To Carl, Why can’t you put her out of misery? She beg for dead once, but you forcefully keep her alive. Those subjects also of no help, they are all make pitiful face of sympathy, but no one willing to dirty their hand and help end her suffering life.

03/30/2023 at 9:11 am

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Aomi

Let’s add a final complication, like… Rue is pregnant.
What gonna happen if that the case, i wonder…

03/31/2023 at 1:46 am

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Aomi

Still think it’s best for Karloi to kill Lilian. Lilian will free from suffering. Noble will stop make fuss. His subjects will stop being trouble. And he can finally go die somewhere. Happy all!!! Haha

04/01/2023 at 1:19 am

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1. Aomi
  
  From what i see. The sure innocent people who free of sin would be…. Lilian and her head maid? They are just forced to commit crime and even try their best to prevent anyone from getting killed.
  Karloi while he is a victim, but there are his impatient and foul mouth of him that tortured Lilian a great deal. So he is a sinner.
  His subjects… well, except Ashsel and concubine, they all aim daggers at Lilian all the time. So sinners too.
  
  04/01/2023 at 1:32 am
  
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2. Passerby
  
  But our ML won’t do that it’s best ending if they die together
  
  04/01/2023 at 8:37 pm
  
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  1. Aomi
    
    Won’t deny that. That’s good way to end the story. Still, if i were Lilian, i would still prefer to die alone. Karloi did show his sincerity, but his past actions and his foolishness are kind of hard to be forgiven. Also how he keep offer his death as atonement, it kidda become annoying as if a foolish mockery, cos his death will offer Lilian nothing, not even the peace of mind. So if i were Lilian, would rather have nothing to do with Karloi ever again and leave to end my life somewhere that remind me of old happy time with my mother.
    But we all know how selfish Karloi is, he won’t let Lilian leave for sure.
    
    04/03/2023 at 1:30 pm
    
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Emberlord

Let her Rest already please ?? it’s pain to see her like this.

04/01/2023 at 4:50 am

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