There Were Times When I Wished You Were Dead

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There Were Times When I Wished You Were Dead Average 4.2 / 5 out of 379

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Author(s)

Aran,Jin seo

Artist(s)

Aran,Jin seo

Genre(s)

Drama, Fantasy, Magic, Romance

Release

2021

Status

OnGoing

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Manga Descriptions

The Emperor of Croisen hated Empress Yvonne. Enough that he’d wish for her to disappear three times a day.
I don’t like the face of someone who looks just like the Duke of Delois, my enemy, but no matter how much I insulted her, her indifferent and aloof character stayed the same, which made me feel even more terrible.
I didn’t care whether or not she disappears or dies. I was fine with anything as long as I didn’t see her face.
The wish came true.
When he no longer wished for it to happen.

Chapters list

Chapter 134 04/06/2024
Chapter 133 04/06/2024
Chapter 132 03/30/2024
Chapter 131 03/23/2024
Chapter 130 03/21/2024
Chapter 129 01/13/2024
Chapter 128 01/07/2024
Chapter 127 12/30/2023
Chapter 126 12/30/2023
Chapter 125 12/23/2023
Chapter 124 12/23/2023
Chapter 123 12/04/2023
Chapter 122 12/04/2023
Chapter 121 12/04/2023
Chapter 120 12/04/2023
Chapter 119 12/04/2023
Chapter 118 12/04/2023
Chapter 117 12/04/2023
Chapter 116 12/03/2023
Chapter 115 10/21/2023
Chapter 114 10/21/2023
Chapter 113 10/08/2023
Chapter 112 09/30/2023
Chapter 111.5 09/25/2023
Chapter 111 09/23/2023
Chapter 110 09/16/2023
Chapter 109 09/09/2023
Chapter 108 09/02/2023
Chapter 107 08/26/2023
Chapter 106 08/19/2023
Chapter 105 08/14/2023
Chapter 104 08/05/2023
Chapter 103 07/29/2023
Chapter 102 07/22/2023
Chapter 101 07/15/2023
Chapter 100 07/08/2023
Chapter 99 07/01/2023
Chapter 98 06/24/2023
Chapter 97 06/17/2023
Chapter 96 06/10/2023
Chapter 95 06/03/2023
Chapter 94 06/03/2023
Chapter 93 05/27/2023
Chapter 92 05/20/2023
Chapter 91 05/13/2023
Chapter 90 05/06/2023
Chapter 89 05/06/2023
Chapter 88 05/06/2023
Chapter 87 04/15/2023
Chapter 86 04/08/2023
Chapter 85 04/01/2023
Chapter 84 03/25/2023
Chapter 83 03/18/2023
Chapter 82 03/11/2023
Chapter 81 03/04/2023
Chapter 80 02/25/2023
Chapter 79 02/18/2023
Chapter 78 02/11/2023
Chapter 77 02/04/2023
Chapter 76 01/28/2023
Chapter 75 01/21/2023
Chapter 74 01/14/2023
Chapter 73 01/07/2023
Chapter 72 12/31/2022
Chapter 71 12/24/2022
Chapter 70 12/17/2022
Chapter 69 12/10/2022
Chapter 68 12/03/2022
Chapter 67 11/26/2022
Chapter 66 11/19/2022
Chapter 65 11/12/2022
Chapter 64 11/09/2022
Chapter 63 10/29/2022
Chapter 62 10/22/2022
Chapter 61 10/15/2022
Chapter 60 10/08/2022
Chapter 59 10/01/2022
Chapter 58 10/01/2022
Chapter 57 10/01/2022
Chapter 56 10/01/2022
Chapter 55 10/01/2022
Chapter 54 10/01/2022
Chapter 52 09/17/2022
Chapter 51 09/10/2022
Chapter 50 09/03/2022
Chapter 49 08/27/2022
Chapter 48 08/20/2022
Chapter 47 08/13/2022
Chapter 46 08/06/2022
Chapter 45 07/30/2022
Chapter 44 07/23/2022
Chapter 43 07/17/2022
Chapter 42 07/09/2022
Chapter 41 07/02/2022
Chapter 40 06/26/2022
Chapter 39 06/18/2022
Chapter 38 06/12/2022
Chapter 37 06/04/2022
Chapter 36 03/18/2022
Chapter 35 03/03/2022
Chapter 34 02/16/2022
Chapter 33 02/14/2022
Chapter 32 01/31/2022
Chapter 31 01/25/2022
Chapter 30 01/17/2022
Chapter 29 01/15/2022
Chapter 28 01/09/2022
Chapter 27 12/31/2021
Chapter 26 12/26/2021
Chapter 25 12/21/2021
Chapter 24 12/07/2021
Chapter 23 12/03/2021
Chapter 22 12/03/2021
Chapter 21 11/27/2021
Chapter 20 11/26/2021
Chapter 19 11/24/2021
Chapter 18 11/23/2021
Chapter 17 11/21/2021
Chapter 16 11/21/2021
Chapter 15 11/20/2021
Chapter 14 11/20/2021
Chapter 13 11/09/2021
Chapter 12.5 10/31/2021
Chapter 12 10/31/2021
Chapter 11 10/10/2021
Chapter 10 09/25/2021
Chapter 9 09/25/2021
Chapter 8 09/24/2021
Chapter 7 09/24/2021
Chapter 6 09/23/2021
Chapter 5 09/23/2021
Chapter 4 09/02/2021
Chapter 3 08/17/2021
Chapter 2 08/17/2021
Chapter 1 07/29/2021

MANGA DISCUSSION

122 Comments

Jaymie Francisco

Feels hurt but im interested
(heartStone) like it

08/01/2021 at 3:39 am

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MinSoe77

This story is taking forever to progress, I get that it’s brand new but it should have new chapters by now

08/09/2021 at 6:47 pm

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Ittzy

If you were real, I’d kung fu you….bruh this story is making me so mad….but it is still interesting so….

09/27/2021 at 10:43 pm

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1. I Luv Manhua
  
  Lool ?…..
  
  02/21/2022 at 1:16 pm
  
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Aichy

THOSE MOTHER FUCKING TWO SON OF A BITCH

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

10/31/2021 at 4:30 am

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Zhere07

The good part on the novel..it’s from chap 80 so..it’ll be awhile….

12/03/2021 at 5:32 am

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Lazri_11

I don’t like him …..

12/03/2021 at 7:52 am

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Rimuru_Tempest115

if you’re reading this then your parents will die in 5 years. To undo this curse you have to paste this comment on 5 more Manga. I’m so sorry please forgive me. I didn’t want to risk

03/28/2022 at 11:08 am

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1. Asfolfo
  
  i dont need gen Z poop here
  
  06/26/2022 at 6:03 am
  
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shelwyn

Trash

06/04/2022 at 9:02 pm

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1. Asfolfo
  
  yep
  
  06/26/2022 at 6:03 am
  
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Asfolfo

everyone are so dumb. so i stopped

06/26/2022 at 6:05 am

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tansin

why should not you read? reason :
1. no story progress
2. boring
3. mc is a gay
4. time wasting / not worth your time
5. too much irritating

11/06/2022 at 10:07 pm

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Rex666

if you’re reading this then your parents will die in 5 years. To undo this curse you have to paste this comment on 5 more Manga. I’m so sorry please forgive me. I didn’t want to risk

11/19/2022 at 12:52 pm

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Kelene

I am just fucking annoyed by these ml. I don’t want her to end up with these stupid shit.

12/17/2022 at 3:52 pm

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Itsnissi

I feel hurt for her I can’t count the number of times I said if I was her I would just die no more pain atleast

12/18/2022 at 12:56 am

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Heythisisme

if you’re reading this then your parents will die in 5 years. To undo this curse you have to paste this comment on 5 more Manga. I’m so sorry please forgive me. I didn’t want to risk

01/09/2023 at 10:55 pm

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ethereazic

Dropped.
Trash ML
Useless MC who still loves the ML despite all the garbage he did all because of a conversation they had as kids

Why tf is the rating so high
This is straight up dogshit

01/14/2023 at 8:04 pm

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The sadistic guy

Ok this is great cause of the pain and regret of the characters, they are so realistic about how they feel so i like this very much

01/28/2023 at 5:33 pm

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Vikat@2l3

Love u ashel

02/12/2023 at 2:52 pm

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shoujobro

this is martyr porn. the *appeal* is that the ML is a piece of shit who does horrible things to a blameless FL, with the promise that when the truth is revealed he’ll beat himself up about what a martyr his wife was. if you’re someone whose into that no judgement, but this is a definately like a kink thing. not a story

02/25/2023 at 9:36 pm

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Talha

U can see that in page 8 her eyes were still lively but in page 32 her eyes are full of death. I now just want her to leave this shity mc so that he will live on with guilt of killing his true love

03/04/2023 at 7:48 pm

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1. Passerby
  
  Yeah I also want that ending let him suffer
  He wish her to die and now he wants her to live and keep suffering
  
  03/05/2023 at 5:08 am
  
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2. Spade Z
  
  serious I agree like she should just die so that he can know how it felt and all he did and said all that stuff to her he can know how miserable she felt.
  
  03/05/2023 at 8:57 pm
  
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Gojo's wife

If I would I could have grab his collar slam him to wall and curse him I am sick so I won’t be able to do more than that but I really want to beat him up

03/05/2023 at 3:29 pm

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Gojo's wife

He has finally said everything we have been meaning to say. All those curses he said to himself, yeah right you are a fool

03/05/2023 at 11:21 pm

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Amon Ischtar

The sades part for me is that even if threw a miracel she lifes threw this in her mind is nothing that could give her a bit of desire to live on.
Mother is baried and her beloved despies her.
Even when he tells her he knew the truth now what change woudl it make for her after all of this?

03/06/2023 at 10:53 am

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Amon Ischtar

She asked him for so little and got only agony in return.
Now he understands and deserves every agonising second of it.

03/06/2023 at 12:21 pm

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Rho

Aaaaaaaaaaaa I still hate so much that he’s the ML in the endgame too. Watching HIM suffer is fun but let Rue rest ?

03/11/2023 at 3:17 am

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Passerby

I don’t know if I’m weird because when FL says that she want to die I smiled ?? well I realized why I’m smiling because ML is the one who will suffer ??

03/11/2023 at 6:23 am

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Omega Dragon

Will she get to die? I hope she is but i doubt it… Ill check the spoiler later
Also, i think so far i only know one mc that actually died… I forgot name, green haired i think… Very satisfied death.. cant wait to see the bastards face that refused to let her die, actually realized she is gone forever get visualize?

03/11/2023 at 8:43 am

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1. shinwonderella
  
  She won’t. She will just recover in another land but he’s still the endgame ML. Lou will have him suffer for 50 or 60 chapters more before loving him again ?
  
  03/11/2023 at 1:07 pm
  
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2. Gojo's wife
  
  What’s the name of the series? I am really curious. And if you forget the name please at least can you give me more details?
  
  04/05/2023 at 8:35 pm
  
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Spade Z

I can’t wait to see him suffer so excited https://media1.giphy.com/media/aQYR1p8saOQla/giphy.gif

03/11/2023 at 10:30 pm

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Emberlord

??

03/18/2023 at 12:57 am

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Kuro-Neko

https://uploads.disquscdn.com/images/15ed0708ca31e8a6a8a49119117b6f64bfbbce1804cf46ee9cf75f373b1356b3.gif

03/18/2023 at 3:04 am

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Passerby

Yeah suffer b*tch ML and the hell a emperor that can’t do shit in anything

03/18/2023 at 5:17 am

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