Read manhwa If You Wish for My Despair / To You Who Desire My Despair / To You Who Wish For My Despair / あなたが私の絶望を願うなら / Anata ga Watashi no Zetsubou wo Negaunara / 나의 절망을 바라는 당신에게
An orphan Anastasia, despite being of noble birth, was unable to afford to eat because of debts left behind by her parents. One day, her uncle, the Earl of Everdeen, proposes that she marry Theodore, a rival duke, in exchange for repayment of her debts, and Anastasia is sent to live with him. However, what awaits her is a life of ridicule, not only from Theodore but also from the maids. She is served with a messed-up dress and rotten food, and eventually, Theodore tells her, “It’s a good thing your parents are dead.” Anastasia is lonely and in despair, but one day she meets a man at a ball, and her destiny is changed forever.
numiko.alexa
Oh but if he admit and fall in love with you?
CieloAzulEstrella
Yo that’s fooked up man…. At least help her save up for it- dang, dude is burning 🔥 garbage 🗑️, ugh 🤮
Neenee25
Tbh I really wish the fl would just leave and get some help for herself. It’s sad to watch her destroy herself and others in the process.
svblime
it is really sad but think about it she was born into this way of living, it is years and years of abuse and telling her she has no choice and that she can’t do anything on her own (I’m assuming) it makes sense why she thinks she can’t escape and instead has to fight to survive
Neenee25
Yaa, I understand. Living on survival mode is all she knows. I still want her to give up tho. Like just look and her fiance and say.”I’m done.” And just walk away from it all. Granted, I know that is easier said then done. But at this point she’ll either get forced into leaving or hurt so badly she has no idea of what to do except run away. And I really don’t want her to go through more traumatizing events.
svblime
Oh for sure, me too I really wanna see her happy 🙁
Brooklynn Robledo
I hate Evelyn I don’t care if she says she is sweet and wants to support her. Like girl leave her alone you are a bitch for trying to be her friend
Gorilla 741180
They should add psychological to the genre
Gorilla 741180
This is a messed up story
Fareda Youssef
I cant stop crying
Gorilla 741180
Dumb women
Gorilla 741180
Believe it or not he is the ml
svblime
I cannot believe that bitch is the ML I don’t know how he could ever redeem himself after all the horrible shit he’s done to her
CieloAzulEstrella
He forgets that he’s the one that made her that way he says just another everything, but he killed her love her, her love to love on purpose because he didn’t want her happy and he hated the fact that partner was handsome and had a better Bill than he he purposely did it and he’s over here saying that she purposely harmed the Stewart lady. Please tell her not only did you do that, but she did more, she was eating moldy food for a long time in your home please and being abused talk down to miss treated and you’ve had given expensive things stranger shut up to get punched
CieloAzulEstrella
I hate this dick, especially how he killed her first true love, the only one that treated her well, the most handsome one by the way, what a better pill that is body most intelligent, and I can imagine most time and see it in the battlefield compared to the Duke also The Duke did not protect her when the servants everybody mistreated her also giving her rotten food that’s why she was getting so thin and thick. Then when she finally found somebody to meet her happy, he was increased to hear her smile and laugh. What piece of trash is that Not only did he kill him on purpose he there is to complain that she’s a supposed everything like of her other family members because she tried to kill his lover Just like he did to her first but that doesn’t include all the years of suffering that she enjoyed and the fact that she was being forced to be with him by the emperor and uncle so everybody’s telling her you can escape you could be free, but no because the emperor has the last word She would have to go through how to chat I escape … turn on the fan, how she starting to cold hot so her parents die and all these things, and then telling her that she can’t be numb and they treat her terribly, and then they expect her to act differently. No people usually act according to their environment same thing with animals, and then this guy abused her made when he himself should’ve hung himself after he told her he would’ve killed her parents himself. He is trash worse than trash apart the trash on top of trash set ablaze
Riya
Please update the next chapter
CieloAzulEstrella
He’s mad but what about sergey…?! It’s his fault.
Anwesha Priyadarshini
i mean ML hates FL and vice versa neither of them wanted this marriage so they both insult each others parents and FL started crying saying ‘what did you just say’ i mean what is this why are you crying
Neenee25
I really hope this is a turn for the better. I would like her to get proven innocent and then leave. Though she isn’t completely innocent. I just want her to get away from the ml, then she can deal with the consequences and hopefully get some counseling or something.
Omega Dragon
Lol is he doing a loreal ad?